LadyShayWrites

Tuesday, September 18, 2012

This place...


I know this place. 

I know the feelings that it brings. 
It’s like a cycle… 
and an endless cycle at that. 
Initially, I think, “I can’t take anymore, God”… then out of nowhere
a rush of memories
reminders really
reminding me that I’ve said those same words once before. 
But, no, I couldn’t have. 
This time, the pain
the frustration
it’s so real… 
so thick! 

I've considered suffocating my thoughts through silent withdrawal 
from myself, 
but my mind breeds thoughts
millions by the minute
too many to ignore. 
And I've tried to write about it, 
but my poetry is too poetic. 
Words aren't descriptive enough. 
Sentences are not long enough. 
Language is nowhere strong enough.

I am at a loss.
Still….

Draw me nearer, Lord.

Thursday, July 26, 2012

"On being baptized in the ocean..."


It's that moment you're immersed in the water and everything goes quiet. 
The whistle of the wind is dulled and the bird's song is but a hum. 
It is but a moment... a moment as swift as it is long. 
The ocean's grasp strips you of all inhibition and fear. 
All you can hear is the heart beat of God, riding the pulse of the waves. 
"My beloved, my beloved"... a voice as soft as it is loud. 
Then in an instant, a peace comes over you as you feel the "old-man" washed away. 
You open your eyes for the first time and...
 the sun looks brighter. 




Thursday, April 5, 2012

Homeland Water Song...

I want to go to the beach
and listen to the song of the waves
I want to smell the sweet saltiness of the Atlantic
I want to feel the gentle spray of the ocean's essence across my face. 
I want to dip my feet in its cool kisses
I want to be submerged beneath the beauty of the blue... 
tasting the sunlight as it peeks through the deep crystal glass
I want my Bahamaland.


For the water...
it speaks
Sweeping over the depths of my soul
it sings
Singing me to ecstasy
This being away
it stings
How I miss the water
The honesty of the tide
Coming and going
But always bringing me
Singing me to ecstasy
a song for all ages
A song that will never die
across the sands of time
A song for my homeland
My love
My pride


I am my Bahamaland.


~Island Girl~

Tuesday, April 3, 2012

Prayer for the Children (Life Changing Moment)

My Father has blessed me with some awesome God-opportunities in my lifetime... but this is by far one of the greatest! I was asked to write a prayer for the children of the world for a major international children's leadership conference. The children's leadership event, "Culture Up 2012", was based in the Bahamas this year and streamed internationally across the world wide web. Two of the most influential people in my life, Dr. Myles Munroe and Dr. Beulah Farquharson facilitated this event. I was honored to be a part of this historic moment. Glory to GOD!!!

Here is the poem I penned entitled, "Prayer for the Children". 







Father, Our Father
who art in heaven
Father, Our Father,
holy is Your name

Do you hear the cries?
The cries of the children
The cries of the innocent
The lost and the lonely

Before you created the planets
You knew each child by name
You established their purpose
Long before time began

You knew some would suffer
You knew some would feel pain
But you sent them a Comforter
It was all in Your plan

Father, Our Father
They wait on redemption
Love and direction
Seeking answers to life’s questions

Father, Our Father
Release Your angels
To lead and guide them
To Jesus, our Savior

For the children are Your heritage
It’s written in the Bible
In order to get to heaven
We must be just like them

So humbly we pray
Every heart as a child’s
Father, Our Father
Cover them with Your hand

Shelter them from every evil that roams
Seeking to ruin and destroy their souls
Every nation every tongue
Every single one
Father, protect them when it’s all said and done
We declare sweet salvation over Your sons and daughters
Baptize them now with fire and water

Father, Our Father
Now we decree
Your will for the children is all that will be
Peace for the ones who were left alone
Justice for the abused
Compassion for the scorned
Grace for the children who have all gone astray
Love for them all; the more excellent way

Father, let them be marked by their passion for You
Let them live pure and holy
As You have called them to do
Give them the courage to live out their dreams
Give them strong faith
Help them trust and believe

Father, Our Father
We now intercede
Care for Your children
Provide every need
You heal every heart
You wipe every tear
You take away all doubt, shame, and fear

For you said in Your Word that if we believe
You’ll do what we ask
If we would only agree

So Father, Our Father
Bless Your children again
We stand in expectation
In Jesus’ name,
AMEN

Wednesday, March 21, 2012

Round Midnight...

Though there can be much revelation in pain….
And there can be much pain in revelation….
                        God can be present in both.


Finally, I have fallen in love again, for the first time. Feels like the last time. Still, this here time it’s different. To say, “He is all that I think about” would be slightly less than honest on my part. However, in accordance with His all-knowingness, I like to think that He’s aware of my soul’s burning desire to eventually be totally obsessed with Him and entirely possessed by Him. I’m in hot pursuit.

In retrospect, I’ve realized that it was the thing that scared me the most that helped me the most:

 The possibility of “missing it” scares me… pains me more than anything else in the entire world. It is the chance that I may not really love Him like I say I do… Recognizing that I’m always at the altar (mainly of my heart) for the same reason…  Never knowing if my apologies are heard, or they hit the floor… Knowing He does not condemn… but wondering if that only applies to those who are sincere in repentance. Wondering, “Am I sincere in repentance?” Remembering how someone once told me that to “repent” from something means to turn away from that thing. Successfully making unsuccessful attempts to turn away from dysfunction.
 
But now, I rest assured, enchanted by the certainty of this remarkable grace; This grace so absolute and persistent in its application. There is no part of me untouched by this grace; This grace ever efficient in its purpose…

To reunite me with my Father.
 I AM TRANSFORMED.

If any man (woman, boy, or girl) abides in Christ, he (or she) is a new creature: old things are passed away; behold, all things are become new.
                                                                                                ~2 Corinthians 5:17